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1.
Paper Boats 03:07
Days roll on and dreams are hard Hearts are charred And the green is always Just beyond the fence It don’t make sense Cant recall the better days Lost in the haze Everything is just Beyond a grasp Nothing lasts When I can’t make the pieces fit And there’s nothing to do but sit May as well make the best of it I’m heading down to the water With a stack of paper Sit on the bank in my overcoat And make paper boats See what floats It’s quiet here except the breeze That moves the trees There's a gentleness It’s easier, I find, To leave things behind Smooth the corners down Turn the edges round Then set it sailing On the current’s flow And let it go When I can’t make the pieces fit And there’s nothing to do but sit May as well make the best of it I’m heading down to the water With a stack of paper Sit on the bank in my overcoat And make paper boats See what floats
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Snow Pants 02:56
We all have things we grab ahold of That pair of jeans That fits like a glove Or that favorite t shirt stretched out at the neck For me, it’s my noisy snow pants When Autumn comes, I do a little dance Cuz it’s snow pants season, and I don’t give heck I put them on for Football season And I haven’t found a reason To take them off until the first of May They go quite well with any footwear From snow boots to socks or even bare And fit right in any time of day Snow pants snow pants Swishy when I walk If you’re shivering You got no room to talk Snow pants snow pants Nylon navy blue I don’t know how I’d live Without you They’re navy blue, with suspenders And my jammie pants fit right under And a sweatshirt hides the high zippered waist Wooh wee, I stay so cozy warm And I aint doin anybody harm Although I get comments on my fashion taste But that’s okay, you keep on giggling While your shiverin and you’re wigglin A slave to fashion in your thin cotton jeans And when the temperature starts to plummet Lets see how you feel about it I’ll avoid the cold by any means Snow pants snow pants Swishy when I walk If you’re shivering You got no room to talk Snow pants snow pants Nylon navy blue I don’t know how I’d live Without you And when they’re needin washing I aint no drama llama I go and grab My fleece Stormtrooper Pajamas…… Snow pants snow pants Swishy when I walk If you’re shivering You got no room to talk Snow pants snow pants Nylon navy blue I don’t know how I’d live Without you
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Ireland 03:06
I’ve never been to Ireland But I’d surely love to go I’d walk around the pastures grand Holding hands with my beau Steep cliffs and raging sea Mist and fog, the celtic air And in the quiet on a hill I know I’d find peace there The mountains tall, the castle keeps The rolling hills of heather The herders calling in their sheep All dressed in linen and leather I do not fear the Leprechaun Nor the banshee or fairy Whatever nature the land may spawn The gorse, the Blackthorn, and the berry Steep cliffs and raging sea Mist and fog, the celtic air And in the quiet on a hill I know I’d find peace there
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Got me a big old cat He lays around most of the time I don’t have problem with that Most the time it’s just fine The he gets the urge to wander He feels he has to roam Things are just too stuffy For him around home He says Meow I wanna go outside Please open the door So I open the door and he goes outside He says Meow I wanna come inside Please open the door So I open the door and he comes inside Now me and cat We’ve played this game Every hour of every day And really it’s not bother I wouldn’t want it any other way Nothing else I’m doin Cept wait around for him to say He needs me and I need him And he knows where he stays He says Meow I wanna go outside Please open the door So I open the door and he goes outside He says Meow I wanna come inside Please open the door So I open the door and he comes inside I don’t worry about him He doesn’t wander far And he knows where he can go Where all the lines are And if he stays out too late He’ll be sleeping neath a car And neither one of us wants that So he’s home before the stars He says Meow I wanna go outside Please open the door So I open the door and he goes outside He says Meow I wanna come inside Please open the door So I open the door and he comes inside
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Who Am I? 06:16
Give me a minute To find my words It’s been a while Then let me ramble on About the weather As is my style Shall I tell you who I see in the mirror That I do don’t recognize Shall I stay quiet And say it all with my eyes Who am I Am I the rain that falls Or the wind that blows Who Am I I stopped paying attention Long ago Who Am I If you figure it out Then say so Who Am I I don’t know This isn’t The easiest thing I’ve had to do Deep reflection about myself To share with you Do I share all my failings and misgivings I’ve tried to hide And the lies that I tell myself to get through Or keep it inside Who am I Am I the rain that falls Or the wind that blows Who Am I I stopped paying attention Long ago Who Am I If you figure it out Then say so Who Am I I don’t know So I know I haven’t Told you much It’s all I got That’s what you get For putting me On the spot Do my wandering thoughts make you feel better now Because I don’t Please don’t ask me to Elaborate Because I won’t Who am I Am I the rain that falls Or the wind that blows Who Am I I stopped paying attention Long ago Who Am I If you figure it out Then say so Who Am I I don’t know
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Whisper my name Like it’s a force of nature You can’t contain Like it’s an incantation to unlock the greatest mysteries of life Whisper my name Like your screaming for your life In the storm Whisper my name With the reverence you have When you talk to god Whisper my name Like you’ll never be the same. Whisper my name
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All it took was one loud voice To terrify me At the mercy of everything But a benevolent deity The only man I ever loved Left when I was three And I’m feeling small Barely there at all I wanna be Red like ninety nine balloons Red like lasers on the moon Red like phoenix fire rising high I wanna feel Red like roses in full bloom Red like wedding punch in june Warning - too hot to touch warning - I am way too much Red like Phoenix fire rising high Who decides, who makes the choice To let it be The thief who steals from others Or the victims like me Is there any justice Will blind eyes ever see I’m feeling small Barely there at all I wanna feel Red like ninety nine balloons Red like lasers on the moon Red like phoenix fire rising high I wanna feel Red like roses in full bloom Red like wedding punch in june Warning - too hot to touch warning - I am way too much Red like Pheonix fire rising high Oh I wanna shake the blues that have me down Make some green and get myself outta this town Yellows all for yesterday Tired of seeing in black and gray I wanna feel red like ninety nine balloons Red like lasers on the moon Red like phoenix fire rising high I wanna feel red like roses in full bloom Red like Wedding punch in june Warning too hot to touch Warning I’m way too much Red like phoenix fire rising high Red like phoenix fire rising high
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PENNY MEMORIES JAY PARKER AND PEARL MANHATTAN v.1 C C/B C/A C/G Flat faces, confined in dark places F F G G No light left in their eyes Am Am Dm Dm -------That spark was frozen long ago F Dm Committed to paper F G in days gone by C C/B C/A C/G From old guitars and fondue pots F F G G ----To the Carrizozo camping lot Am Am Dm Dm Old motels and dusty rest stops F Dm I've been tilting at windmills F G Like it or not Chorus C Am I’ve got boxes and binders F C Full of these things Dm F Of old friends, good times, F G And diamond rings, C Am F C of old cars and bonfires late in the night… F G C My mind and these pictures don’t match up right I have to get to the point, but you see It’s like this bad road throughout my years With yelling and screaming Snide remarks about dreaming And spilled milk, salted heavily with tears And I’ve been told I didn’t see what happened And what happened that I didn’t see I don’t know what is real anymore Or who I was born to be Chorus I’ve got boxes and binders Full of these things Of old friends, good times, And diamond rings, of old cars and bonfires late in the night… My mind and these pictures don’t match up right v.5 So I sit here selling my memories in the sun, snow and Rain I hope they bring better smiles to you But to me they only bring pain I’ve got boxes and binders Full of these things Of old friends, good times, And diamond rings, of old cars and bonfires late in the night… My mind and these pictures don’t match up right
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I'm On Fire 02:15
Deep down inside Got a feeling I can’t explain Watching the clouds melt away Sun’s dryin up the rain Not feeling any sadness Not feeling any pain From the ashes came the spark I’m rising up And I’m on Fire…… And i’m on fire Fan the flames Take me higher than I ever been Red flame blue and I'm just for you And I’ll never be the same Not feeling any sadness Not feeling any pain From the ashes came the spark I’m rising up And I’m on Fire…. I’m on Fire…. Watch me burn Watch and learn Watch me turn The fire back on you Oh I’m on fire Oh I’m on fire
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Feels like I’m on standby Blocked messages won’t send Maybe I’m scared of knowing That no one listens in the end Maybe I’ve run out of words and clever things to say Solitude and self discovery Waiting for the day No where, no how, no way no time Cant seem to make the words rhyme Don’t feel like anything is mine It’s so quiet Can you hear me screaming through the silence Can you feel me tremble from the pain Can you hear me screaming through the silence Can you hear me calling out your name They say set your lover free They say seek and you’ll find Can’t bring it with me Can’t leave it behind I hear the train is leaving As I’m running for the door Another missed connection Whats the running for No where, no how, no way no time Cant seem to make the words rhyme Don’t feel like anything is mine It’s so quiet Can you hear me screaming through the silence Can you feel me tremble from the pain Can you hear me screaming through the silence Can you hear me calling out your name
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Empty, creased, cornered and bare A bed, a carpet, a table and chair A bible, a toilet in need of repair And a poor lonely soul who isn’t quite there His memories are bundled in box 39 The world has moved on and left him behind His sentence is lifetime, his prison -his mind His penance is listening to voices maligned Table for one, napkin in place Manners well practiced, he softly says grace The red pill with breakfast, at lunch, it’s the blue At supper the green one with a pink one or two At bedtime there’s a cupful of dosages due Then stare at the ceiling till night time is through He’s never lonely, but always alone Dried out and empty, skin stretched over bone He mumbles his litany of chances blown The king of fools abdicating his throne He’s no plans for leaving, but he’s checked out He can’t make sense of what life about Where there was hope is nothing but doubt And now the sunshine only brings drought Table for one, napkin in place Manners well practiced, he softly says grace The red pill with breakfast, at lunch, it’s the blue At supper the green one with a pink one or two At bedtime there’s a cupful of dosages due Then stare at the ceiling till night time is through He imagines there’s a door But he wouldn’t know what for After all, there is no more And it has beat him to the core The red pill with breakfast, at lunch, it’s the blue At supper the green one with a pink one or two At bedtime there’s a cupful of dosages due Then stare at the ceiling till night time is through
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I’m a late bloomer In my sense of humor it ‘ll take me a couple days to Get a joke Not quite a boomer Speculation and rumor Smack dab in the middle Of genX But I’m woke Better late than never To get my shit together I took my own sweet time To make up my own mind Any storm, I can weather Forget the sooner the better Im not always clever But I’m better late than never I’m a deep thinker Occasional drinker Times in the past I Took a smoke Danced on the table Whenever I was able Made up lips, and dirty words Every time I spoke Better late than never To get my shit together I took my own sweet time To make up my own mind Any storm, I can weather Forget the sooner the better Im not always clever But I’m better late than never Looking back over half a century In the grand scheme its not hard to see From the start, I was always true to me And my own time And my own time Better late than never To get my shit together I took my own sweet time To make up my own mind Any storm, I can weather Forget the sooner the better Im not always clever But I’m better late than never
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Memphis Healing Verse 1 This tiny town is overflowing With stories of you and I How it’s obviously over Nothing left to do but cry All good things do come to an end That implies that things began Between you and me, but they never did Can’t put those worms back in the can Chorus I need me some Memphis healing Walk down Beale street in the rain That way no one sees me cryin And it washes ‘way my pain Gonna get some Memphis healing Find some blues to sing all night Hope and pray I will feel better When i see the the morning light Verse 2 You were just doin what they told you Because you stayed with me all night You were bullied by your daddy To get a ring and make things right I was living in my Pinto Couldn’t seem to stay in employed Traded freedom for a diamond ring And everyone was overjoyed Chorus I need me some Memphis healing Walk down Beale street in the rain That way no one sees me cryin And it washes ‘way my pain Gonna get some Memphis healing Find some blues to sing all night Hope and pray I will feel better When i see the the morning light Verse 3 It’s not that I don’t love you To me you’re very dear And it’s not that this is easy But neither of us wants to be here And before our lives are over I think we both should walk Never fighting’s not a good thing When you’re too afraid to talk Bridge I always changed the subject But I never changed my mind I’ll just pack up all those feelings And leave them all behind Chorus I need me some Memphis healing Walk down Beale street in the rain That way no one sees me cryin And it washes ‘way my pain Gonna get some Memphis healing Find some blues to sing all night Hope and pray I will feel better When i see the the morning light
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Slow Down 02:51
Loud and smelly Jostlted mobscene Herded in-out Crosswalk waiting Lunch is absent stupid meeting Energy spent Will is fleeting Parking ticket Overdrafting Schadenfreude People laughing Boss is angry Pressure building Daily life So unfulfilling The day is done And I’m on the way home Quiet time for me Turning off the phone Gonna slow down And let the day go Gonna slow down Letting everyone know I’m tired and weary And I’m done with the day Gonna take a long bath And wash it all away Frugal spending Carpool driving Homework bringing Thriftstore diving Always giving Always going Oh so tired Never showing The day is done And I’m on the way home Quiet time for me Turning off the phone Gonna slow down And let the day go Gonna slow down Letting everyone know I’m tired and weary And I’m done with the day Gonna take a long bath And wash it all away Gonna slow down And let the day go Gonna slow down Letting everyone know I’m tired and weary And I’m done with the day Gonna take a long bath And wash it all away
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Shivered 02:16
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nobody’s happy now Can we make it better somehow How many lies have we told How many souls have we sold Did we do it for the greater good Or revenge for our childhood Was the cost worth the gain Was the prize worth the pain It’s a mystery To me How things Get this way When theres nothing Left To do And nothing Left to say How far back down the line Did we leave our selves behind Who hurt who first Who hurt who worst Hearts are broken Harsh words are spoken What was the cost How much was lost Who had to pay who walked away It’s a mystery To me how things Get this way…. And in the end what was it for Was anybody keeping score All I can do is shake my head At all the things you’ve said Can I ask what you plan for me Are we ever gonna let it be How many more silent fights How many more sleepless nights It’s a mystery To me How things Get this way When theres nothing Left To do And nothing Left to say Now we’re sitting in the dark Wondering how we got here Who hurt who first Who hurt who worst Hearts are broken Harsh words are spoken What was the cost How much was lost Who had to pay who walked away Who hurt who first Who hurt who worst Hearts are broken Harsh words are spoken What was the cost How much was lost Who had to pay who walked away it’s a mystery To me how things Get this way….

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Paper Boats, a retrospective album, is now available on Band Camp, containing songs from February Album Writing Month 2017 through 2022, as well as songs from the Facebook Group Get Your A** Writing Songs, which I participated in around 2016-2017.

It was a treat to revisit these songs. I remastered all of them, but some are the original draft recordings from my cellphone, and some were recorded in a Digital Audio Workstation.

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released February 27, 2022

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Pearl Manhattan Productions Tacoma, Washington

Pearl Manhattan enjoys a solo career in music. She collaborates with artists and musicians from all over the world. BriarRose has a BS in Education and Music and enjoys sharing her music, crafting and sewing with groups of all ages.
She resides in Washington state with her children and her cats.
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