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Woman in the Window

by Pearl Manhattan

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I’m the woman in the window, And I live through all time I record the stories To pass on down my line I’m who must remember Without guilt or blame History forgets me But I won’t do the same I watched from a lunette when my kingdom’s troops fell I was the only survivor The battle was bloody hell I never feared for my life For I know the task at hand But all I’m allowed is to watch I cannot take a stand I watched from a porthole As my family waved goodbye Smoke billowed from the tall stacks And clouded up the sky And then I watched intently As Lady Liberty went by But I had to write the chapter There was no time to cry I looked out thru bars While you tortured my tribe I look out through train cars On my midnight ride I watched from the quarters As the war came to an end I watched from the choppers As you left behind my friends I watch from the grassy knoll I watched from minarets I’ve seen a million horrid acts I’d just as soon forget My job’s not to interfere And that’s the hardest part Because lately every word I write Devastated my heart I’m the woman in the window, And I live through all time I record the stories To pass on down my line Someone has to remember Without guilt or blame History forgets me But I won’t do the same
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I’m a handful A high maintenance bitch Demanding, insulting A real wicked witch With a body made in heaven And a soul forged in hell But I’m a Good Woman And I could love you so well I’m delightful The life of the place I’m refreshing Like a slap to the face With the smile of an angel And a heart made of sin And I’m a strong woman So I’ll always win I am so very many things But I promise you I’m not Your housewife in the kitchen Making your supper in a pot I will not do your laundry Won’t find me scrubbing floors And love, I don’t do windows And I never open doors I’m intriguing Like a train wreck Annoying, provoking, A pain in the neck With an argument for everything And nothing of fact But I’m a loyal woman And I got your back I’m a loner Don’t need a man Inventive, creative I do what I can I don’t need no one to save me I can do it on my own But I’m an honest woman Who hates living all alone I am so very many things But I promise you I’m not Your housewife in the kitchen Making your supper in a pot I will not do your laundry Won’t find me scrubbing floors And lover, I don’t do windows And I never open doors!!
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Lyrics: A dime a dozen or a penny a pound you nickle and dime me all over town down in the quarter my spare change is gone not even a token to get me around you take all my money and you leave me alone but I'll always forgive you baby please come home A dime a dozen or a penny a pound there's guys like you boy the world around wanna stay single, won't marry a wife just live off of others the rest of your life you eat all the supper and leave me the crusts but I'll always forgive you baby please come home I been thinking I should change the locks but I'd let him in any time he knocks My friends keep saying I should move on and I really try but it doesn't last long A dime a dozen or a penny a pound I wish I never heard the sound of your boots on my front step All your visits I've come to regret Ya take me for granted and leave me for broke but I'll always forgive you baby please come home
4.
He was gonna meet me here tonight But I’m guessing there was no flight After 20 years, he probably couldn’t leave And with Four hours of sitting here Downing overpriced airport beer I’m figuring out my next web to weave Seems it always ends up this way, but hey cutie why you sittin so far away Bet there’s trouble we could get into For a couple hours, just me and you We could get a room across the street And slide right in between those sheets The road to heaven didn’t go so well So tonight, I need a back-up ride to hell Now I don’t see no wedding ring And you’re here alone, So here’s the thing In the morning, I won’t care who you are Don’t try to chat, it’ll just be boring And in a while, when I’m snoring Just grab your clothes and get on out the door Seems it always ends up this way, but hey cutie why you sittin so far away Bet there’s trouble we could get into For a couple hours, just me and you We could get a room across the street And slide right in between those sheets The road to heaven didn’t go so well So tonight, I need a back-up ride to hell You’ve got to go and catch your plane? Oh Geez, well that’s a shame I was really hoping this would go my way Oh wait, look over there That guy with the long blonde hair Hey, cutie, why ya sittin so far away Seems it always ends up this way, but hey cutie why you sittin so far away Bet there’s trouble we could get into For a couple hours, just me and you We could get a room across the street And slide right in between those sheets The road to heaven didn’t go so well So tonight, I need a back-up ride to hell
5.
Can't do this anymore It’s time for walkin out the door But it’s nothing with you My dear, it’s everything with me Gypsy pull getting stronger And welcomes wear out way too soon Don’t box me in, just set me free I don’t belong to you and you don’t belong to me And that’s how it needs to be I'm on my way We had some fun, But all good times have to end It’s not so bad, at least I’m leavin as your friend And i’ll call you sometime And maybe I’ll come back again Don’t box me in, just set me free I don’t belong to you and you don’t belong to me And that’s how it needs to be I'm on my way Please don’t look so sad It’s not like I mean to hurt you so But I can’t stay here living in your dream I’ve got to go I can’t stay another night It just wouldn’t be right Don’t box me in, just set me free I don’t belong to you and you don’t belong to me And that’s how it needs to be I'm on my way
6.
Pardon for the interruption I don’t wanna make a commotion But the sign out front said anyone could talk Now I know I'm brand new in town But I’ve seen a lot here and around Let me speak my peace, then I will walk I’m a seeker who is traveling Don’t know much of anything But I'm comfy with “ignorance is bliss” I'm on a quest of mental health Instructed to go find myself Because I have a certain “Otherness” I guess I’d been walking about 10 days When up the road, through the haze I saw a big gate with a little sign Such bright colors everywhere Like a rainbow mist in the air “Everyone is welcome!” said the sign But I was directed to a table For screening to see if I was able To fit in, then they handed me a pen And a list of rules and an application Which I filled out with resignation And wrote in “other” on the line But my other wasn’t other enough They got rude and really rough Yelled at me that I was just pretending I tried to explain, they wouldn’t understand And I'd lost the urge to lend a hand So I packed up my guitar and hit the road. Next three towns were more of the same I wondered why I ever came On this quest to become self aware And now I’ve arrived here And it’s more of the same, I fear And I see more things for which I do not care You see Rainbows don’t have jagged edges And if you keep on buildin hedges You’ll lock yourselves up tigther than a drum You say that you are so inclusive As long as all are unobtrusive And buddy, from that no good will come! I'm not saying you have to love me Just don’t put yourself above me Your other is not my other, but that’s okay So what ya say we stop dividing And forcing each other back into hiding We can love each other and still disagree ----- Thank you all now I’ll be goin Looks like the sky is showing Rain ahead, but that don't get me down Cuz after rain, there is a rainbow And I'm happy cuz I know Somewhere the colors fade into one.
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First there’s a crisis There’s always a crisis Never a cure For your drama du jour You say I go off script You’re givin a guilt trip Somebody screwed up And someone will pay Caught in the overflow Stuck in the undertow You leave no way to know Which way to go Caught in the overflow Waiting for the dam to blow I pray it doesn’t show The weight of it all Is killing me Yeah, you’re the victim Always the victim Alone and defenceless No one could care less injustice singer Pointin a finger You didn’t do nothin They did it to you Caught in the overflow Stuck in the undertow You leave no way to know Which way to go Caught in the overflow Waiting for the dam to blow I pray it doesn’t show The weight of it all Is killing me I didn’t even see When you put that collar on me Can’t go, can’t stay Let the flood take me away Caught in the overflow Stuck in the undertow You leave no way to know Which way to go Caught in the overflow Waiting for the dam to blow I pray it doesn’t show The weight of it all Is killing me
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Lyrics: Baby baby you best not date him You know your daddy’s only gonna hate him It’s not allowed, rules forbid it Give it up, baby just forget it You know you gotta stick with your own kind not smart enough to make up your own mind Better shape up and get with the picture Or you’re gonna get another lecture He’s just People, mama….just like you and me I can’t see, mama, why you can’t let us be (You’ve held) the hate in heart you were taught And I bet you don’t even know why He’s just people momma...and I’ll love him till I die Baby baby you gonna come home soon Baby baby you better be home soon Neighborhood gossip going down You’re with him all over town The preacher says you gotta let him go now You two together just aint right now You’re going places you can’t handle And our family doesn’t need a scandle He’s just People, mama….just like you and me I can’t see, mama, why you can’t let us be (You’ve held) the hate in heart you were taught And I bet you don’t even know why He’s just people momma...and I’ll love him till I die Baby baby you really disappoint us Baby baby don’t do this to us You’re dad and I gave you everything He’s probably too poor to even buy a ring That kinda boy never makes it to college You’ll end up living in the projects On the welfare with all the rejects Future’s over and your life will be wrecked. He’s just People, mama….just like you and me I can’t see, mama, why you can’t let us be (You’ve held) the hate in heart you were taught And I bet you don’t even know why He’s just people momma...and I’ll love him till I die Mama you’re scared and saying what you were told But you’re Stuck in your ways, you’re hateful and old If you could see past the nose on your face The times are changing, get up with the pace….. .He’s just People, mama….just like you and me I can’t see, mama, why you can’t let us be (You’ve held) the hate in heart you were taught And I bet you don’t even know why He’s just people momma...and I’ll love him till I die
9.
Middle of the night I should be sleeping But the loneliness comes creeping I think it’s time I sell our king sized bed And the schedule I’ve been keeping Don’t leave much time for weeping Or sorting out all this stuff in my head Can't find joy, can’t find the sadness The only thing I feel is crushing madness And nothing I have tried can shake it free Beginning to think the best days I had Were when the kids still had their dad And I had my soul mate next to me Cuz I'm mad as hell at you But you’re not here to yell at And no one seems to get it They don’t know what to say You said we’d never part you’d never break my heart I can’t do this all alone And it’s not fair you’re never coming home It ain’t right, tossing and turning My emotions keep on churning Is this crazy roller coaster ever gonna end And my anger keeps on burning But for your tender arms I'm yearning You were my lover and my best friend Cuz I'm mad as hell at you But you’re not here to yell at And no one seems to get it They don’t know what to say You said we’d never part you’d never break my heart I can’t do this all alone And it’s not fair you’re never coming home
10.
worn out on conversation I'm just sitting in my car I need a new direction one that takes me far Maybe starting over daydreams of a brand new life on my own where I'm nobody's wife radio plays "take it easy" And if I don't I'm gonna blow So I'm gonna sit here till I'm calmer I got no where else to go I give you all I have to offer but it's never quite enough but what was I to do you make it too hard to say no that weekend at the ocean bay windows and four poster bed your iron grip around me and your pretty words all in my head you promised you'd forgive me for everything you had to do so signed across the dotted line and I gave myself to you radio played "take it easy" but we didn't take anything slow crazy whirwind of emotions made it easy to let go I hadn't planned to stay the night but you said it was alright let the record show you made it too hard to say no At least I never cheated At least I never lied and I bottled up my feelings kept em deep in side This ain't love we're living in I'm just your trophy on a chain But you can't hold me anymore I won't be owned again radio plays "take it easy" but it's too late to take it slow couldn't listen anymore, love Time is up, I've got to go and my memory's kinda foggy But there is one thing I know When you asked if I was leaving you made it too hard to say no
11.
You'd think I would be bitter But that's not the case That would require judgement And baby, that's not my place Yeah, it's true, we've parted, We've gone our separate ways But I have nothing but hope for you Throughout all your days I hope the next person that you love Is way smarter than me I hope the energy you put out Comes back to you times three I hope you have a ton a kids And they grow up just like you I hope you get all you deserve That's what I hope for you So I say sincerely And without regret If I have a stitch of hurt I haven't found it yet I've thought about it bunches Since you left me behind I hope you find the life you want Cuz without you, i've found mine I hope the next person that you love Is way smarter than me I hope all the energy you put out Comes back to you times three I hope you have a ton a kids And they grow up just like you I hope you get all you deserve That's what I hope for you I thought I'd be so helpless and not know what to do You see, I'd built who I was entirely round you but you know I hold no anger then again I hold no fear I"m doing better than I ever was And it's cuz you're not here I hope the next person that you love Is way smarter than me I hope all the energy you put out Comes back to you times three I hope you have a ton a kids And they grow up just like you I hope you get all you deserve That's what I hope for you

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I’m the woman in the window,
And I live through all time
I record the stories
To pass on down my line
I’m who must remember
Without guilt or blame
History forgets me
But I won’t do the same

This albums contains stories of women.


Recorded on an HP Envy Convertible with a Steinburg CI-1, with a Sterling ST51 mic in my house. Mixed and mastered by Tasha Parker Gibbs . This is probably the lowest budged production you'll ever hear. Imagine how good its gonna sound someday when I have the resources! Thanks for listening. I hope you enjoy my first album as much as I do.

All sales proceeds to into the general household budget to pay living expenses for my children and I. Read more about us on autisminterrupted.wordpress.com

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released October 6, 2016

There are so many others I want to credit, it would be a much shorter list to say who I didn't credit. I do want to point out some particular people.


Thank you to Skye and Ayancia for listening and listening and listening.


Thank you to my FAWM friends. Here's to jumping off cliffs without nets and flying.

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Pearl Manhattan Productions Tacoma, Washington

Pearl Manhattan enjoys a solo career in music. She collaborates with artists and musicians from all over the world. BriarRose has a BS in Education and Music and enjoys sharing her music, crafting and sewing with groups of all ages.
She resides in Washington state with her children and her cats.
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